irishjeeper: (Flower from Emmy)

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Created on 2010-09-07 18:04:19 (#606932), last updated 2011-06-13 (327 weeks ago)

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Birthdate:May 18
Location:Pennsylvania, United States of America
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At 29 I started to come out of my shell, I still have my rough days though, but I'm lucky to be surrounded by friends who love me and remind me how beautiful I am to them.

I'll always be open and willing to talk to anyone as long as we're all honest. I doubt you'll love everything about me, I don't expect you too. I have strange kinks and fetishes that I'm very open about, if you want to judge me for them then leave. I don't expect you to understand them or accept them, but to tell me I'm going to hell because of them will only put you on my bad side.

I love to Role Play, but I suck at it and will only do it with someone I know and behind a locked journal or only through Instant Messages. If you're looking to RP let me know and we can discuss. I do original characters as well as fandoms.

In August of 2007 I was diagnosed with ADD, I'm still learning how it affects me and on some days I let it get the best of me.

Horses have always been a big part of my life, without them I don't know where I'd be today. I recently lost my 25 year old Gelding to cancer. He was a partially retired school horse that loved to chase cows and was pretty good at it. Especially considering the fact that up until March of 2008 all he did was jumping and English and never worked a cow in his life. He still is the love of my life, was the biggest aggravation of my life and yet I wouldn't have traded him for the world. His name was George and he was a Flea Bitten Grey Paint. He passed away on December 29, 2009.

Shane was the other love of my life who got me through high school and the hard times of growing up. I sold him when I was in college, he had a very good life from what I hear though. He passed away in April of 2006 from kidney failure and a Grand Mal Seizure.

I'm protective of my friends, some say too protective. I have the greatest friends anyone could ask for and I hope they all know how much I appreciate them and love them. Even when I over step the lines to protect them.

It's taken me 20+ years to be carefree and to be able to start the process of learning how to love myself for who I truly am. If you find me offensive then that's your opinion and I'm sorry you feel that way, but I've spent too long being what others have always wanted me to be, I won't do it anymore.

On December 31, 2008 I met my Sir, my Dom, my love. He understands me, he loves me, he takes care of me and most importantly he only expects me to be me. Every thought, every action is done with him in mind, yet I stand on my own two feet and take care of myself. He will never abandon me. I wear his collar with pride and honor. I belong to him and he loves me always.

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